Our winter straw was delivered yesterday and it's hard not to be impressed by this parking job :-o. I'm glad I turned the video on!
Our winter straw was delivered yesterday and it's hard not to be impressed by this parking job :-o. I'm glad I turned the video on!
I've been holding out hope that this part of the story would have a happy ending, but it doesn't. Last Tuesday evening a raccoon got in our chicken coop. Right at dusk I heard a commotion in the coop and raced in to see what was going on.
As I opened the people door, all the chickens flew out in a panic. I started looking around and couldn't see anything and the chicken door was closed. As best I can figure, something came in just as the automatic door was getting ready to close and then got spooked as it did and split.
I counted heads and Yaya, the beloved crowing hen, was missing. Even though she crows, she also lays eggs and once or twice a year goes off to set. I looked in all of her usual spots and nothing. She was good about coming when called, even while setting,...and it's now been a week.
I put out the game camera that night and a raccoon came back three times to try to break into the coop. I was able to trap it Wednesday night and it now has a new zip code and things have been quiet since. Too quiet.
Not only did I really enjoy hearing her crow each morning, but she was another early morning driveway greeter. Jared waited at the top of the hill. Yaya marched on down to meet me. She got special treats each morning and it was best I not be late.
I'm here all day on the farm by myself. I spend more time with these animals than any other people. These are my friends. My strange funny family. I miss everyone. A lot.
I got home late one night. After dark. This was unusual. I really don't leave the farm that much and if I do, I seldom get home after dark. Hardly ever. I think I'd been doing something fun. Probably with Auntie Reg. I can no longer remember.
As I drove up to the barn my headlights flashed onto Jared standing up on the hill watching down the driveway waiting for me to come home. Everyone else was tucked into the barn. Just Jared, out by himself, in the dark, standing watch. Making sure I got home safe.
Jared and I spent hours together in the driveway. Up until just a few days ago, he met me out there every morning. We'd greet each other and then I'd go make a quick barn check and come back out and drink my coffee while we watched the sun rise and the day begin. He loved to watch it all.
We'd stand side by side, my hands stroking his face, rubbing his ears and twining in his wool. If I was tired I'd sit on an apple crate or an upside down bucket and he'd stand there beside me. The last few months, he stood leaning against my leg and I helped hold him up. And then I couldn't hold him any longer.
All of my sheep are special. Jared was outstanding. As I waited for the vet I talked about all the sheep and dogs and horses and cats who had gone before him. We talked about Rocky. I told him to look for everyone and tell them we were all doing okay.
I told him some of my favorite stories.
I just realized I forgot to remind him about beating up Pinto when he joined the flock and tried to steal all the 'wimmens'. There's no chance Jared had forgotten that one though.
I reminded him about how he and Rocky defended the flock from the stray dog. How proud I was of them.
About him and Rocky going way out in the field together to graze even when no one else wanted to go out. How I loved seeing them do that. Such great friends. Brothers.
What a great job he did welcoming everyone to the farm. He was so kind. The friendliest face. I don't think he ever missed getting up and walking out to greet every single person who visited.
I brought his sweater out to the barn and thanked him for giving me such a beautiful gift. He looked and sniffed it all over. I never showed him something that I'd made that he didn't show interest in.
How much I loved him and how much I was going to miss him and how sad I was...which I couldn't hide even though I tried to put on a brave face and finally gave up.
How I wished we could stand out in the driveway one last time.
And I thanked him for taking the time to stand out in the driveway with me all those mornings. And nights. And it came into my head that maybe he'd say the same to me. And I hope that was a message from him.
I think I'd been doing something fun. Probably with Auntie Reg. I can no longer remember but I'm trying. The date isn't important. It's just a time stamp to find a picture I'm pretty sure I took. Of Big J standing at the top of the hill watching down the driveway waiting for me to come home.
I'd give anything to see that one more time.
The last two nights have been exciting. Wednesday night I had THREE night blooming cereus blossoms open. I stayed up until midnight watching them and walking past them to stir the air so I could smell their beautiful fragrance.
I've had this plant for quite a few years now, maybe ten. In the early years it was just a big unwieldy plant. When I moved it out in too much sun, even if I did it gradually, it sunburned horribly...but in the hot sun it finally started blooming. Just one bloom a year or two in a big year.
The sun burning really bothered me, but if I moved it to a less sunny location it didn't bloom. This year I built it a lattice shade. That's the weird contraption in the earlier month end compilations. It apparently loves it. Just the right amount of sun without the blistered leaves.
Here's the moon flower as it was starting to open yesterday late afternoon. It's probably eight inches from the green bottom to the top flair. I have several more buds so the show will go on :-).
I was doing evening chores and as I checked the water tank out back I noticed the sheep starting to gather up to come in for the night. I just love watching my sheep and thought to turn on the camera to video them. I'm so glad I did.
Not only did I capture how they all start collecting themselves to wander up, but also their walk up the hill to the barn and then several of them checked in with me and then the bats started flying out and it was all so peaceful and something I never want to forget.
For the Biscuit and Muffin fans, notice them walking up together at the beginning. They are still best friends or adopted brother and sister all these years later. They were lambs in 2017 (!).
I know I've mentioned how Lancelot watches me throughout the day and you can see him raise his head to check in with me as I'm filming. I'm glad I caught that as well.